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I think I read this on some random blog back in 2004. I thought it was right on the money for people like me anyways.God I'm drunk. Clubbing in general is a really, really bad idea for the socially inadequate sorts, cos it really just makes you feel worse about yourself and increases your bitterness and cynicism towards the world by ten fold. even an hour-long open bar can't ractify this situation. I dunno, am I the only one who just can't seem to enjoy myself in this situation? I hate how people just want to socialize and talk to the maximum number of people possible in these situations, and they talk to you for exactly four minutes and then immediately excuse themselves so that they can move onto the next conversation group. While I just retreat to the corner. The music is inevitably shitty and with no character whatsoever, and people wonder why you don't want to dance. "c'mon... you should learn to relax!" fuck.
And this is supposed to be one of the hardest places to get into in NEw York? Where do al lthe kids who don't have $20 to spend on one drink hang out anyway? I wish I were living here going to NYU or New School or something, instead of at this wretched place surrounded by people who are just too far from "my world".
This really makes me sound and feel like someone incredibly boring and hard to get along. But seriously... This really isn't akeen to my usual idea of fun. And one must remember that one should always stay away from social butterflies.
This will be my second night in a row that I go to bed after 1am (while must be up by 7:30am the next morning), and I think I've stopped caring. Somehow everyone was very impressed when they heard that I'm interning at the radio. They even asked me "so, are you, like, this?" *doing DJ turn-tabling thingy* "err, almost..."
Apparently they al lthink I'm some sort of radio goddess or something. Which, of course, I am.
posted by Edward @ 2:23 AM
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